So people don't have to keep asking me: the last name you see on this profile is NOT my real last name. I have it different because I don't want to make it easy for people to find me. I've had stalkers in the past and I don't want to deal with that again. --- The simplest thing can be the hardest to do. Be good to yourself because you're special to somebody out there. Your tears is their pain, and your smile their greatest pleasure. --Disa